Why cant i cry

Why cant I cry?
I've loved and lost
Then found my way
Don't let me lose again
At night I pray
But no matter what's said
The love just slips away
Like I'm so easy to leave
Like it's just another day
My heart is shattered
Yet my eyes are dry
I just can't shed a tear
No matter how hard I try
Forgive me Lord
I don't mean to pry
But what's happened to me
Why can't I cry
Whats with the games
And casts of evil leers
Are they looking for heartache
Are they seeking my tears
Are they playing these games
Cause they know all my fears
I'll just have to talk quieter
So noone else hears
Cause there's one thing about me
I am my own art
I am very unique
And take everything to heart
So anything you say
Could sting me like a dart
So choose your words wisely
Or I might just fall apart